Bellarakel15

    Un-fucking-believable. I feel so ashamed to have completely ignored this place for so long... I used to love spending all my time here and then BOOM! I just stopped doing so... I wonder if the people I met here and called my friends rememer me... I'd be sad if they have forgotten me, but then that is all on me so I can't blame them for doing so. I dunno what to even write about, except HEY! I'm studying Literature in college. Woohoo! I guess. I dunno how I feel about it honestly, all I DO know is that my minor's is in foreign languages and I am the best ;-; Sort of. Haha. Hades, I hope I can be taken back into the fold here... I'd like

OMG ! I HAVEE to start talking to all you guys again, I forgot how much i LOVEEE dA & how awful I feel for abandoning it for soo many months ; I mean suree I was grounded & whatever but that had never kept me from here before... it's been a hard 8 months (that was my last journal entry) in that period of time I've lost friends ; gained new ones ; trusted who'd i'd never trust & lost trust in someone I use to hold dear to my heart... Well, maybe I should tell you guys everything that has happened... I mean I have nothing to lose & plus i've missed you so effing much I really just need to spill this all out.. okay let me start with November

What if ? ● I died: ● I kissed you: ● I fell: ● I lived next door to you: ● I showed up at your house unexpectedly: ● I stole something: ● I was murdered: ● I cried: ● I asked you to marry me: ● I was hospitalised: ~What do you think about my~ ● Personality: ● Eyes: ● Hair: ● Family: ● Smile: ~Would you~ ● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me? ● Keep a secret if I told you one? ● Hold my hand? ● Study with me? ● Cook for me? ● Love me? ● Date me? ● Have sex with me? ~Have